When did i really start watching sunsets????I don't know ..... I always found myself lost in thoughts while watching the setting sun...the vermilion hue ,grading in to lighter colours and finally vanishing in to the horizon....
The setting sun always asked me to wait for a bright tomorrow,and made me review the past and myself.I feel as if He is trying to teach me the greatest lesson of life ......whatever you loose today will re-appear again tomorrow,you will get all those bright things you had lost once and this cycle repeats,you only have to acknowledge the brightness...
Here in Hyderabad , I could bear solitude only b'coz of Sunsets...The weekday evenings of Hyderabad are the most beautiful episodes of my life.............................gazing outside from my balcony,watching the beautiful sunset ,sipping a cup of tea and above all freeing thyself in the process.....

Thoughts......

It seems like November is the month of migration.......Changes,transition etc...
After all , change is inevitable in life.....

I have been thinking a lot about my life these days...infact i have been getting rather pessimistic.....
Now it is clear to me that, what i want is something in between being an independent modern day working woman and a house wife....i had tasted each one ,but not both together....
Harmony will only come when i acheive this middle state.Though not as a compromise....

The Couple

Their life is so different,linked with the lives of many.The family is complete..a husband,a wife and 2 kids-a boy and a girl.Yet, they are not.......they don't fit in a group,they can't adjust in a group.They appear to be compromising,yet,they are not.....
Am i analysing them?Am i analysing their life????No..I should not,i should not judge people,Who am i to judge them?

Revelation

It has been a year now since my first blog....even the site looks unfamiliar to me,not surprising although........

I know this,the time has come for me to review the past and plan the future or that is what i have to do in this present of mine.I came to know this truth about my life,may be i was waiting for this to happen.

Its true that there is God,there is a person who controls everthing or atleast plans everything.If this topic came up a year ago i would have said that there is some energy in the universe which is the center and so...n ...so...but,now i know for sure. He is there for sure,He knows me,He likes me,He is making me do all these things,He wanted me to live like this and He has planned it all out for me.Yes....i am controlled by him,He controls you,me and everyone....He has written it down and people have the records too......

Now i can argue with even the atheists....i don't have to make any compromise,nothing......but i don't want to argue or He doesn't want me to argue.....

'N'th episode

Things which happened a couple of weeks ago are something very dramatic,but in my life these things happen very often,i don't know why,but they continue to happen.Is God trying to teach me some lesson,or is he going to show some new path,or is he making me tough so that when serious things come up in life i will be able to confront them with more strength.Is it so?

These two days were very good,actually it was like a transformation ,from the dull evenings to a bright morn and a bright day followed by another sweet day,later when it came to an end yesterday at 5 o' clock,i was weeping inside,i wanted to stick onto yesterday forever,but i had to let it go n embrace the sweet life waiting for me ahead.....

Am i still living in 'flash blacks'?Why don't they leave me ?



Two months break for a new beginning......